Finished one essay & got a quarter done for another. I want it to be Saturday already. Family party & a concert! :] Although I’m not a huge fan of the artists, I’ll go cause it was a birthday present for my bf from his brother. Plus, he asked me nicely if I wanted to go. 

Anyway, my math class is SOO confusing right now. I hate statistics & I’d actually rather do chemistry. ahaha, never thought I would ever say that in my lifetime. Also, trying to design my own research study for my other class is stressful. Well it’s pretty fascinating if you’re trying to conduct a study based on your interests, which I am. Still, the whole process is time consuming. It was somewhat tough since math and research methods are difficult courses, but I’m happy that I’m doing really well. Actually, I’m doing better than well. I’m great & very thankful. Since school is almost over, I would say I had a pretty good year. I went to SSCC for a quarter and received my AA degree & then transfered to CWU in the winter. The first two quarters at a new University, not bad since it’s at one of the center locations, not the main campus. The classes are chill & straight forward, the students are nice, & I got a job too with friendly people. I’m even going on a retreat in the summer to meet the other leadership representatives from the other campuses. Excited! :] I’m still a noob though & its gonna take some time to get to know them. 

Okay, I’m gonna chill the rest of the night. I think I deserve it. Gotta get up early tomorrow to drop off my work schedule & start doing homework again. It’s going to be a longgg day. I think I’ll scrapbook :] k, goodnight.

I can’t sleep & I don’t know why. I don’t understand how I could keep myself awake during the long hours of the night & simply not think much of anything. My mind is blank & my thought process isn’t in sync. It’s pretty much all over the place & yet, I cannot explain my thoughts for any matter. All I know is, I don’t want to fall asleep. Instead, I want to feel a burst of energy without having to consume any coffee or any type of energy drink. I want to run or go for a walk in the morning cold. I want to watch the sunrise, if that’s even possible today considering the weather is so bipolar in Seattle. My eyes are beginning to feel heavy & even though I can’t see myself, I imagine the dark black bags underneath my eyes beginning to form. Keep them open or simply close them, lay down, and relax every muscle in body so I could eventually drift into a deep sleep. I know if I don’t sleep now, I will be cranky if I’m disturbed & woken up, which will most likely happen. Anyway, I think I’ve made up my mind. Goodnight…..